呼吸

我一直都没有好好的吸一口气
能不能
让我安静地，小心地
深深地吸一口气
好让我。。
的心。。
能够平静下来。。。

你知道吗？

我的眼泪
你看到
我的伤口
你都知道
我的痛
你却感觉不到

每一次
我流泪
每一次
的心碎
你不了解
你不在乎
你也不会心疼

我知道

因为
你总是
一一重犯
让我一次又一次的
流下泪水

能不能教我
如何讨你的欢心。。

supp. papers..

taking leave from work..
2 days leave..
just to go back to school to do supp. paper..
because..
i failed the module..
by attendance.. haha..
when i had an MC..
but i didn't submit to the GO..

feeling abit sian..
cos..
dun have alot of mood to do..
so i did quite slow in school jus now..
slacking now..
tml still have to go back and complete a skirt..
quite bored..
everyone's so quiet..
becos..w e dun have much time..
not like the normal days..
the sewing room is full of noise.. even if...
there's only the few of us..
haha...
JIA YOU loh..
everyone..
hope everyone will pass their.. and my supp papers..

the thoughts..

some of the thoughts..i had..

when God is trying to move someone..
how does the person feels?
and how does the person moved?

when God is trying to change someone..
how does the person feels
and how does the person change?

when God is trying to train a person..
how does the person feels?
and how does the person get trained?

why do people stay the same?
why do people remain stubborn?

sometimes..
when God is trying to change something in ur life..
we are the ones who is holding on to the olden days of urs..
we are the ones who is grabbing on to the things u shld have thrown away..
we are the ones who is trying to reject all the changes that God is trying to do..
and when u are so stubborn..
God is not the one who gets the bump..
we are the ones who are getting the bumps..
but..
we are also the ones who chose this road..
and it is always after some falls..
when we cry and seek for God..
when God.. is always there..
waiting for us.
to answer.. to response to Him..

seen a short comic strip before..
a guy.. in his office..
typing away.. flipping through his documents..
everyday.. day and night..
and God is calling out to him..
but.. he didn't bother God.. he jus..
ask God to let him finish his work..
and... at that moment..
an angel came.. and look for God.
carrying a pile of documents..
all the prayers..
but.. God says..
hold on..
i wan to focus. and wait for this son of mine here..

God.. is actually always around us..
waiting for us..
to tok to Him..
to give Him some time ..
even though he is busy as well..
we are always saying we are busy..
but..
God is a God where millions and billions of ppl are calling out to Him..
who do you think is busier?
you or God?
but. we are always complaining and saying we are busy..
an excuse that God NEVER used to reject our prayers..
we are the ones..
who keeep using this to push God away from our lifes..
imagine..
one day.. when u are waiting for God..
but he says he is busy..
how will you feel?
and our God.. is a GOd who sacrifice for us..
died for us..
and yet.. He still has to wait for us..

its our weakness..
God.. forgive us..
help us manage our time well..
and give us the love.. to love you more..
and let us always bring ourselves to you..
before ur throne..
to worship you.. and get close to you..
becos.. you are the God..

and.. i had my name on SembaWang BEACH!
with love..

i m drawing my big name on the beach..
with love..

its mi.. using XX"s camera .. to ''??.haha..
with love..

hhaha..on the way to Chiong Pang City.. on the bus 969.. from Tampines.... rmbr wo..
with love..