faded passion..

its been some time since i last blogged.. how are you guys?
hope everyone's fine..
it will be new year soon.. Happy New Year to all of ya..

will passion ever fade?
yes.. i think so..
becos.. today our lecturers said that our passion had seem to be gone..
yes..
its true..
the passion had been washed away by the waves of projects come crashing down on us..
and be brought away to the deep ocean that we cant reach out to..
the world outside is just like the ocean..
a designer's life.. is such..
if you are not strong enough..
everything will be wash away..

i feel my energy leaving me..
even though i seem relax..
actually..
i m realli worry abt my grades for this semester..
i have been missing in so many classes..
late works..
MCs..
i dun know wat happened to me..
and dun know wat happened to this semester..

everyone seems to be lost..
lost in the world of projects..
lost their steps..
we dun know where are we heading..
we are struggling..
to survive..
juggling our projects with two hands n one mind..
its not simple..
and we are really having a hard time..

dream to be a fashion designer?
u love Prada? Gucci? Chanel? Versace? LV? Miss Sixty? YSL? MiuMiu?
u will cry..
ever watch Project Runway?
u will understand..
and its even worst than that..
becos..
we are starting from the basic..
from nothing to something..

its great fame to become a world famous designer..
jus like Prada.. Chanel..
even if one day u come out with something that not alot agree that its nice..
u will still not lose ur status..

but.. how high must u climb to be on the tip of the mountain..?
will u be able to reach?
and the process of climbing..
how tough is it?
are u able to take it?
or are you going to slow down.. or even slide down..
and climb another shorter mountain..
much easier..
even though u dun realli like it that much..
but u just wan to gain the applause for conquering that short mountain..
its not easy..
nothing in the world is easy..

we have yet to enter the fashion industry..
no matter in which form...
but we had oreadi been experiencing the terrible part..
and we know that..
its worst out there..
and..
i m..
not prepared..

not at all..
think twice before u come running into design school..
its open house soon..
design is not a slacking course..
u will regret..
design is not something that just uses mind..
design is not something that just sit there and draw..
design is something..
that comes out differently from a same word from all kinds of people
through lots of thinking and work..
think twice..

rushing a presentation for tml morning..
i doubt i can finish..
i wonder will i pass all my subjects this semester..
i realli dun know..
its terrible..
i dun know wat happen to mi..
just..
feel so helpess..