headache...

keep wearing contact lens to school..
everyday..
i guess.. more than 12 hours.

tired..
stressed..
headache....

i dun know where to start..
i dun know when to start..

i dun know when to hand in.. ( worst rite? )

help mi............
save mi....................
1900-888-****

why???

Y will same surname ppl have stupid children??
do u belief?
do u accept it?
or u belief..
becos u rather belief..
than haf a tragic ending..
by having a stupid or retard kid??

is it scientific proven??
i dun know..
if u happen to know..
please tell mi..

well..
i think...
i dun know lah..
hahaha
dun wana think abt it..

anyway.. tis kind of things..
i dun need to bother abt it..
haha..
i m still 18...

truth..

truth..
everyone has a secret..
everyone has more than one secret..

how many do u have?
how many do i have?
shhh..
its a secret..
only u know..
only i know..
only God knows...

wat is ur secret?
wat is my secret?

well.. i share my secret with
someone else..
someone else hu is in the secret..
i guess you too..
(sometimes)..(depending wat is it)

when can the truth be revealed?
when do u think is the best time to tell?
when do u hope to let the truth to be told?

or u wan to keep it as a secret forever?

i wan to tell..
when the time is right..
when its suitable..
when its..
mature enuff..
when its..
all well-prepared..

wat abt u?
relax..
take ur time..
prepare..
ready..
steady..
and then.. say..

slow and steady..
dun worry..
God is with you..

but before u say..
think before u do..
wat u wan to do..
before the right time comes..
wat u wan to show n tell..
before u are ready to reveal..

think about it..

Exchange trip

4 Nov..
China.. Chang Chun..
i should be going..
its soooooooooooooo fun...

i wan to go..
$1500.. for 1 month..
not ex wat..
can go wif friends..
can learn.
can SHopping!!
hahah...

heard the talk presented by our seniors..
who went last year..
its soo fun..

lesson every morning..
8.30 to 11.00AM..
whao..
Sat got field trip..
( n they sometimes bring u to shopping centres!! )
hahaha..
they say..
u can get a sweater at $4!!!!!

hahaha..
i want GOGOGOG..
dun miss wo.. by that time..
ahahhaah

3rd home..

my 3rd home...
is my school of cos..

my home..
is my 1st home..
my church...
is my 2nd home..
my sch..
is my 3rd home..

n..
now..
i m blogging..
in my 3rd home...
i'm still in school..
eating noodles..
nooooooooo...
not cup noodles..
is...
''hong kong noodles''
(xiang gang chao mian)
with beef.. ( add one lah )

hai...
rushing project..........

laughter..

do u laugh often?
do u always laugh at jokes?
do u laugh at cold and lame jokes?

how do you feel after laughing?
happy?
high?
horny?
or..
sad..
restless..

i m soo restless..
laugh...
yet..
after laughing..
u feel the real mood you are in..
everything is..
bored..
everything is..
useless..
everything is hard and difficult..
nothing can cheer you up..
nothing can bring you back to your best mood..
nothing can give you the motivation to do your work..

the best thing is..
you still have to do..
and i will be doing in a super slow motion way..
2.5km/h speed..
you see..
how slow that is..
n the deadline is..
tis week..
haven even start cutting the fabric..
how to hand in a lifesize blouse?

hai..
school is tiring..
school is boring..
sometimes..

school is irritating..

actually..
is the projects..

projects are raining..
from the sky..
stormy..
heavy...
thunder are the deadlines..
we are all scared..
but we still can hear..
its loud and clear..
u cant shut thunder off..
jus like..
you cant cancel the deadlines..
wearing a raincoat..
prevent you from geting drenched..
but..
doesn't prevent you from geting wet..
just like..
doing you work..
gets you a Pass..
but it still might be an F..

wat to do?
listen..

they say..
carry an umbrella and raincoat..
or..
dun even go out..
listen to them..
just like ..
listen to the requirements from lecturers..
do as wat they say..
so that you wun get drenched or wet..

future..

future..
wat's your future?
wat's my future?
nobody knows...

hmm..
my future..

i hope it can be like the sun..
warm.. yet hot sometimes..

i hope it can be like the stars..
shine in the nite..

i hope it can be like the moon..
different shapes, different colors,
may not be seen somtimes..
but.. still.. its forever beautiful..

i hope it can be like the reservoir..
forever peaceful..
and when the rain falls..
its fuller.. with the important factor..
which is water..
jus like my future..
even if it rains..
after tt.. it will become fuller..
and better..

i hope it can be like the meadow..
with all the gentle and soft animals..
always accompaning the meadow..
so warm and healthy..
so comfortable...

i hope it can be like the song..
My Valentine..
its my fav song..
n i am always listening it over and over again..
without getting sick of it..
and each time i listen..
i have a different feeling..
but.. its forever nice..
and precious..

i hope..
i will be able to..
put them all together..
and become my beautiful
memory puzzle..
of my life..
no matter how long is it..

subject selection

1st choise of selection.. ( actually is i haven decide which one to choose.. similar.. but.. there's a few difference lah.. haha.. but all came out to be 24 credits..)
we need alot.. hai. of credits.. hundred something rite? i forget le..

1st choice:
1. Basic Draping - 4 Cus
2. Sourcing & Costing - 3 Cus
3. Apparel Production 3 - 4 Cus
4. Apparel Design Project 1 - 4 Cus
5. Constructed Textlies Design - 3 Cus
6. Arts Appreciation ( CDS ) - 3 Cus
7. Psychologies ( CDS ) - 3 Cus
TOTAL: 24 Cus

2nd Choice:
1. Basic Draping - 4 Cus
2. Sourcing & Costing - 3 Cus
3. Apparel Design Project 1 - 4 Cus
4. Tailoring - 4 Cus
5. Constructed Textiles Design - 3 Cus
6. ( CDS ) - 4 Cus
7. ( CDS ) - 2 Cus
TOTAL: 24 Cus

How?? hai.. because i need to take 2 CDS the next sem. If not, i will have to take one each sem for my year 3. I wan to clear most of my CDS next sem. Cos i didn't have CDS for my 1st year and this semester. Hai....
God Bless Mi!!!

feeling of love..

if u do not understand the feeling of love..
or u are now suspecting..
that u are in love wif someone..
or someone is in love wif u..
check tis out..

If you are in love with him/her
1. you always are looking for him/her the first in a group of people
2. you always look for him/her in a photo first rather than yourself
3. you always tend to ignore.. but look for him/her once she's out of your sight
4. you always try to catch his/her attention, but pretend to ignore
5. you always find things to argue with him/her but you are smiling in your heart
6. you always mingle with other people, but your eyes only see him/her
7. you always try to be in his/her group of friends though you are not very close to them
8. you always try to help him/her to do things so that you can give him/her a gd impression
9. you always try to look nice when you know you will get to see him/her tt day even though its
one minute
10. you always think of him/her when you need someone by your side
11. you always try to be at his/her side when he/she needs someone though you know he/she
oreadi has someone else
12. you always try to appear at the same place with him/her so that you can see him/her and
hope to give him/her an impression that you actually exist
13. you always try to walk pass him/her though you may be late if you take the long way
14. you always feel excited when you got to see him/her
15. you always feel down when you dun get to see him/her
16. you always fel nervous when you re facing him/her
17. you always feel guilty and frustrated when you miss a chance to talk to him/her
18. you always feel upset when you know something happen to him/her
19. you always feel your heartbreaking when you see him/her with their love ones
20. you always feel that your heart are filled his/her images and faces..

CONGRATUALATIONS! you arrrrrrrrrrreeee in love...

If he/she is in love with you
1. you forever see him/her no matter where you are n you may even think he/she is your new
neighbour
2. you always find him/her in your group of friends though you got nothing to talk to him/her
3. you always see him/her pass by your classroom or you with super slow motion
4. you always find him/her staring at you like you've got thing stucked in your teeth
5. you always catch him/her talking to your friends about you
6. you always got invitied to his/her party or even all 3 meals in a day
7. you always find him/her accompaning you to everywhere except the toliet
8. you always find him/her by your side secretly when you are upset and you realli feel like
chasing him/her away cos he/she is such a lightbulb
9. you always see him/her in that few outfits cos its the best out of the whole wardrobe
10. you always see him/her in your classes though she is not supposed to be in
11. you always see him/her roaming around your house
12. you always see him/her taking a long way to her classroom
13. you always see him/her at your bustop and forever takes the same bus with you even
when you are going to somewhere ulu n find she/her losing herhis way after you left
14. you always find his/her present for your birthday though you never told and she/her got it
wrong
15. you never find his/her mistakes and he/she is forever in such good manner
CONGRADUALATIONS!! you have the ppppperrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...fect admirer..

charity shows..

nowadays there are more n more charity shows..
how many of you.. realli make the call??
how many of you.. watched.. w/o calling any..

actually..
its abit too much..
abit too many charity shows..
but..
the there is realli a need..
for the people out there..
they realli need..
so.. actually..
although..
we always think that..
its too much..
but.. u will never know..

that one day..
u might need their help..
not cursing..
but..
realli.. who knows?
you are in the lucky family..
you are in good health..
you dun understand..
you have money..
you dun need help..

so.. do not criticise..
there are jus too many illness out there..
n you know..
even if the people do not say..
you know..
that the treatment realli cost..

yes.. too many people need help..
impossible to help all..
but.. at least they tried to help some..
with more money..
they can help more people..

such a small country..
we cant afford to lose people..
n should be united..

therefore..
its realli very touching..
when we always have gathered quite an amount of money
through all the charity shows..

do not complain..
at most..
you jus dun..
donate..

are u waiting?

are u waiting?
for.. something?
for.. someone?

well.. how do u feel..
when u waits?
lonely? angry? joyful? fear?
nervous? excitied? bored?
( no matter wat.. u still have to wait lah )

i m waiting..
for something..
n i feel..
nervous..
excitied..
hope it will come as a pleasant surprise..
well.. i think it will be..

the feeling of waiting..
very eager..
but.. time's not up..
i cant receive..
so.. yah..
that thing.. is reaching soon..
but..
not that soon..

hmm.. tis is the feeling..
n i realli hope i can receive tml..
but i know..
iits impossible..

time's not up yet..

wat is your attitude?

u shld have know..
u shld have heard..
they say.. attitude is the 100% key word to success..
a+ t + t + i + t + u + d + e = 100

yah.. sian rite?
but..
its true..

wat is your attitude??
towards the people around u?

Wat are they in your eyes?
useful things/people.. or..
realli sincerely.. u treat them as your friends..

well.. i hope u are not treating mi like.. a useful thing..
n other people as wel..
cos.. its irritating..
the attitude u presented infront of us..

freak.. sicko. weirdo..
they are nasty words..
but..
useful..
when i dun know how to describ u..

i dun mind when u present urself in such way..
anw..
its u..
that people dislike..
n people think who is sick..
not mi..
so.. there's no need for mi to worry..
rite?
( agree.. nodd my head )

so.. i dun care..
i hack care..
u live.. u die..
u eat.. u shit..
u sleep.. u awake..
its none of my business..

i dun even bother to lose such a '' friend''
well.. u are not considered as one..
becos of ur attitude..
u bring it upon urself..
no one to blame..

n stop behaving tis way..
if not..
u will find that u are sooo lonely..
no true friendsm ard u..

becos.. u dun treat them as friends..

presentation...

the skills of presentation..

1. greet ur audience
eg. '' helo everyone.. i m ah sai.. shiok ar.. today got to present my design to you guys..
come.. everyone clap.. start the presentation.. sit back n listen ar.. if not i SMACK you ar.. ''

2. never make eye contact
eg. while you tok.. look at the wall.. look at the floor.. act BLIND.. the best is..
CLOSE YOUR EYES..

3. never speak too loudly
eg. be the most In n trendy n cool presentor.. RAP.. try to speak as softly as you can..
you know y?? cos..
DUN disturb the audience.. they are SLEEPING..

4. read from the slides
eg. the easiest way to prevent yourself from forgetting your words.. stand near the slide..
read from the slide.. so you oso wun get to look at the audience.. so you will not be that
nervous..

5. Do not belief wat i typed above..
eg. do not read from the slides.. speak loudly n clearly.. make eye contact with everyone..
greet your audience with proper english n polite way..

Thats the important tips for you guys.. ahhaa...
enjoy.. Good Luck for your presentation..

precious moments

everyone has different thinkings for the word..
precious moments..
it might be the time when u kissed ur love one..
it might be the time when u had your 1st birthday celebration with your love one..
it might be the time when your friends 1st celebrated your birthday
it might be the time when u reconciled with a long lost friend
it might even be the time..
when you 1st got to eat hamburger at McD.

not funny??
nvm.. not meant to be funnie anw..
jus..
thinking..
when is my precious moment..

maybe..
there are too many..

well.. i do hope..
that there are many..
so i will have alot of precious moments in my life..
to let mi recall..
n be the bits n pieces of my life..