www.yanshan.com.sg

this is my personal website..
do not search for it..
u will not find anything..
its fake..
i jus hope to have one personal website in the future..

to put my digital portfolio?
maybe..
so its easier..
hmm..
but its quite troublesome as well..
but..
digital portoflio is easier to design..
easier to do changes..
can store more..
and..
more choices and freedom to design
even to change the design according to mood..
or according to season..

how do guys think?

they think you are the sweetest..
if.. u will just shut up and listen to them..
they think you are the best ger..
if.. u will just stop and do wat he says..
they think you are the cutest..
if.. u will just stop being independent and lean on them..
they think you are the smartest..
if.. u will just stop being urself and put them as priority..
they think you are the most gentle ger..
if.. u will just shut your mouth and stop arguing with him..
they think you are the most innocent ger..
if.. u will just stop confronting him and pretend to agree with him..
they think you are the safest ger..
if.. u will just stop toking to the guy selling bread..and uncle selling noodles

hahaha..
tt's just my own comments..
when i am tired..
and wheni m bored..
hahahahaha..........

happy birthday...

happy birthday to you..
happy birthday to you..
happy birthday to yanshan..
happy birthday to you...

May all my wishes come true..

my birthday wish is..
to complete all my projects in time..

first time..
i not so excited to celebrate my birthday..
but i m very touched..
that my parents are going to whip alot of dishes for mi..
but i nv ask for more..
jus 3 dishes is enuff..
butter prawns, shark fin(my mummy wants to cook wan)
and a vegie..

its my second birthday in poly..
quite different from last year..
but..
its the same happiness..
though tis year..
there's a lot more frens..

thanx everyone..
love u guys..

misunderstanding..

one of the worst killers: misunderstanding..
misunderstanding's main murder: miscommunication.. communication breakdown..
do u agree?

no matter u like it alot..
misunderstanding has always been the killer..
between friends..
between couples..
between family..

no matter how close u are..
no matter how deep is ur love..
no matter how deep is ur friendship..
they are weak.. infront of misunderstanding..

but..
there is a thing..
that can resolve..
that is..
proper communication..
explanation..

tok face to face..
or through phone.
when there is voice and tone involved..
or even expressions..

if..
nothing is explained..
nothing is said..
the misunderstanding will be there forever..
n hurts more and more..
scar deeper and deeper..
no matter is wat..
tok things out..

i learnt tis lesson..
not for once..
not for twice..
not long ago only..
not recently only..
but..
i learnt it again..
where..
pain is exchanged..
to gain back wat is mine..
to gain back..
wat is supposed to be..
wat is..
the best..
and..
to return to..
the happy moments..

thanx alot..
u know hu u r..

truth..

wat is the truth?

imagine..

guess..

find out..

or dun bother..

if its u..
wat will u do?

wat kind of person are u?

i m not asking u..

i m asking everyone..

including myself..

do i know the truth?

haha..

how to differentiate?

good question..

its for u and mi to find out..

n wat do u believe..

tell mi the truth..

sometimes..

sometimes..
human are weak..
sometimes..
we haf to pretend..
sometimes...
we haf to put on a mask..
sometimes..
we haf to fake our smiles..
sometimes..

we haf to act innocent..

sometimes..

we haf to act as another person..
sometimes..
we haf to fake a kind and gentle personality..

but..
sometimes..
we haf to tear down everything..
sometimes..
we haf to put things down..
sometimes..
we haf to put down our considerations..
sometimes..
we haf to take the risk and pour everything out..
sometimes..
we haf to risk the friendship for our own sake..

sometimes..
sometimes..
when is the sometimes?
its today...

go away..

if u are tt kind..
hu will throw temper at other ppl..
when its not their fault..
stay away from mi..
i m not ur sand bag..

i hate ppl hu do tis..
better be careful..
i do not tolerate..
i do not give u ''face''

n dun give excuses..
because..
u are not the only one hu is stress..
we are all so stress..
everyone has their own troubles..
nt only u..
rmbr tis..

go n scream out loud till u are alrite..
then come back..
if not..
stay away frm mi..

share..

share..
everyone is influence by our theme..
SHARE..
y?
cos.. we share.. haha..
because we are friends..

its good to give n share..
esp. things that are worth sharing..
i mean..
if u are willing to share wif the ppl around u..
u will feel happier than having it to yourself..
realli.. try it..

i like to share..
esp wif ppl who realli worth it..
like my friends..
my best friends..
my family..
my love ones..
my sis n bros in christ..

different feelings for each..
but..
they produce the same outcome..
happiness..

ppl dun mind how much u share..
they only care abt ..
u care to share..
tt's enuff..
dun be selfish to share..
having it to urself..
yes, u haf all.. everything..
but.. not satifaction..
cos.. u are alone..

i like to be in a group..
unless.. under some circumtances..
if not.. i enjoy being in a group..
wif my frens..
joke around..
share jokes.. is oso sharing
hu say..
share mus spend $?
tt's y u dun dare to share?
tt's the human's mindset..

dun only share the sadness..
dun only share the troubles n difficulties..
cos u wan someone to help u..
share happines..
share wat is good too..
like u have nice food..
its not abt how exp or hw cheap it is..
its abt.. ur love..

jus like memory..
i wan to share it..
wif everyone..
esp u..
u know..
hu u are.......
each of u..
too..

share urs wif mi too..