am i drowning?

love is like a ocean..
swallowing ppl who cant swim..

when u start to walk.. into the water..
at the shallow place.. u feel interesting.. fun..
u find it nice.. to stay and have fun in the water..
and u walk deeper.. to have even more fun..

and as u walk deeper..
u will keep wanting to go deeper..
and you realise..
you cant return back to the shore..

when a wave comes.. you got hit..
and you are swept to the middle of the ocean.. all alone..
and when you want to return..
when you want to escape..
you realise..
its too late..
you are caught.. in the middle of the deep waters..
you struggle.. the worst it gets..
you get drown..soon..

the only way to keep alive..
its to stay calm...
its painful.. when the waves keep hitting you..
when the night comes, its freezing you, your heart..
deep inside you.. fear fill you..
but.. all you can do is..
to follow the flow..
do not struggle..
jus hang on.. calmly..
and wait for the waves to subside..
and you survive..

even.. enjoying the waters..
and by then..
you will choose not to return back to the dry shore..
and be drenched by the waters..
which you now felt..
forever happiness..