how do i feel?

its another boring evening..
not exactly another actually..
its just that it had been long since i spent a quiet eveing at home..
usually.. at this time..
we will be watching tv..
or i will be out there dun know where..

now..
sis n mum is sleeping..
papa not at home..
so..
i am alone in the study room..

wat am i doing?
nothing..
actually quite alot things to do..
got 20 drawings to be done..
i oreadi had.. 13 done..
which i had spent 2 days drawing..
it loks simple to draw..
and sometimes i realli wonder..
y do i spent so much time just to draw these?
how can i spent so a long time to just draw a few sketches??

(ding dong)..
my neighbour gave us a fish again..
she woked my mother up..
and i got nagged by my mother again..
well..
hai.. normal nagging..
heard many times liao..
but actually quite sad lah..
cos we realli nv did our part as the children..
nv care enuff..
hai..
mus keep reminding myself..

where was i just now???
oh...
yah..school started..
at celebrations oso started..
our holidays always clashes with the sec.pri.school's exams..
and when they are done and holiday started for them..
its our turn to go back to school..
so when we are having celebrations and watever..
its will be very busy for us..
especially its end of the year..
our important Christmas is coming...
whoo-hooo..
but it will be fun n tiring for us lah..
somemore chalet is reaching in two days..
so i have to rush my projects 1st..
if not i will not be able to hand in my stuffs on the following day..

well.. jia you lor..
seems like i type very long liao..
bera with mi..
i m becoming a grumble granny..
just for tonite i hope....
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