truth....

starting out once again..

2007-12-13T13:37:00.000+08:00

its been thousand years since i blogged this blog. ahha!@ almost abandon it liao.. ahah!.
but i decided to keep my this ony blog and try it out again.. haha! to share my life again. haha!
maybe its becos of the chalet that has just ended.. and i become very emo..so i wan to share alot of things.. but not very nice to post like mad in our cell blog.. haha.. let others post better.. then i can read about others' thoughts.. haha.. so i shall write here.. =)

after graduation..

2007-03-07T21:03:00.000+08:00

IKEA!

the 1st week after graduation!

backstage!

2007-03-07T20:47:00.000+08:00

at the backstage.. my showw~but dun have the photos. haha.
the backstage is even more interesting than the runway itself..

graduation!!!

2007-03-07T20:38:00.000+08:00

haha.. so many photosss! but not all are up here..
my blog will be flooded.. u wana take a look at other photos.. go to my frenster.. though its not all oso. haha.. =P
all my frenfrensss! love everyoneee!

graduation !!

2007-03-07T20:28:00.000+08:00

its at the backstage!
haha.. who's that guy?
HE IS VERNON! our cruel, posionous,
bitchy yet super funny lecturer!! =)
Oooo.. miss everyone le.. =(

But i m sure everyone will keep in contact!.

2006-11-08T14:51:00.000+08:00

see.. the dolls nowadays.. horriblee sia.. hahaaa.. scary...
gerger

2006-11-08T14:50:00.000+08:00

hha.. my future house..
gerger

2006-11-08T14:44:00.000+08:00

hahaha.. wat is kelvin and audrey doing??
gerger

2006-10-11T20:51:00.000+08:00

haa.. ��.. our oikos were at the roof top of our church.. can u see mi? i m rite at the bottom.. haha.. below the cross.. (guess i forgot to turn the night effects on) haha.. =p
gerger

2006-10-11T20:46:00.000+08:00

hmm.. this is drawn by another good fren.. audrey stef. do you still regconise mi? see my name?? YS.. haha. this is our group for final year project..
gerger

2006-10-11T20:45:00.000+08:00

taking photo in our 1st level.. the biggest toliet in the whole design school.. this is the fav toliet becos it has the biggest mirror. where 3 person can make up at the same time. hahaha.. my best frenss...=)
gerger

2006-10-11T20:43:00.000+08:00

haha.. this is the full length.. after spending 1hr. we are all set to attend cha and christine's wedding.. =)
gerger

2006-10-11T20:42:00.000+08:00

taking photos in my bedroom.. haha..
gerger

2006-09-02T00:20:00.000+08:00

whao.. tt's the end of the show liao.. so fun.. and tired.. but.. wheww.. finally.. its over.. with a happy and great ending..
gerger

2006-09-02T00:16:00.000+08:00

haha.. XX and I ! we are the Lim sisters. haha. dress oso dress alike rite? hehehe..
gerger

2006-09-02T00:12:00.000+08:00

tt's all the 10 outfit done by Temasek Poly!! WHAOOOO!!
gerger

2006-09-02T00:10:00.000+08:00

haha.. wat's she doing? waiting for the show to start.. hehe..
gerger

2006-09-02T00:09:00.000+08:00

hehe.. the make up cute anot? i do for my model de wo.. oh.. by the way.. its a different model from the previous wan... hehe..
gerger

2006-09-02T00:07:00.000+08:00

whao.. this is chueen er.. she's my model.. and guess how tal is she? she's 174cm!!!. so tall rite? hehe.. tt's my work.. for Yayoi Kusama.. under the Singapore Biennele!!
gerger

2006-08-19T13:08:00.000+08:00

whaooo... getting to see more and more different designs coming out.. that's my fren Joy.. ( see the two models behind taking photo??? so interetsing.. ) =P

2006-08-19T13:05:00.000+08:00

haha.. everyone is very excited.. mi too.. whaoo.. 1st time see mi wear until soo retro rite? hehe...

2006-08-19T13:04:00.000+08:00

what is happening behind????

19..

2006-08-18T18:16:00.000+08:00

its 6.15..
today's my birthday..
very happy.. hhe.. finally.. climbed to 19..
waited so long..hmm.. well..
i jus wan to be 21 or 22.. hehe... no mre..
hehee..
not celebrating today.. but..
thanks to my best frens.. xuanxin,jac and james
they bought mi a bag.. the prints are notes..
so lovely.. i love it guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i love you!!!!!! muuuuuuuuuuMuack! hehee...=)
the sequence of the names is not by preferences woo..=0

going down for pastor zhang's seminar lata..
gonna be a great seminar..
yesterday oreadi had got blessed greatly..
i m sure today will be more!
GOD BLESS MI!hehe..

happy birthday to mi..
happy birthday to mi..
happy birthday to yanshan...
happy birthday to mi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i dun realli need presents..
jus love..frm u...more..
( i'm so greedy.. )

5 and a half more hrs..
my birthday will be over...
yanshan..
stay happy.. forever..
smile..replacing tears..
i love you..

KUSAMA!

2006-08-17T00:31:00.000+08:00

kusama kusama..
finally.. the shocking fashion show today is over..
wheww.. rushed so many days..
stuck in the sewing room..
dusty..packed..noisy..
haha.. (sounds of chewing,munching,music,laughing)
AND.. of cos.. the sound of SEWING!!
haha..
1st of Sept. the real show!!
whooo.. looking forward to it.. shiok!
hehe.. =)

BBQ..

2006-07-30T17:20:00.000+08:00

after quite sometime..
we are organizing the bbq outing again..
pray that God will give us fine weather..
give us a good place..
bring us friends..
bring us $$.. very practical..
haha.. but..tt's a basic need for an outing..
Praise the Lord!
we will sure have great fun!!

wheww..

2006-07-06T14:02:00.000+08:00

its how many days after wedding??
quite a few days..
how memorable..
not only to the new couple..
but to all of us.. the bro and sis who are involved..
yes.. becos.. its a long way to our turn..
and its good to be involved at least once..
to experience..
that.. a wedding.. is not only about sweet and romance..
its also about all the big to small stuffs that has to be pre-prepared..

enjoyed the whole week..
yes..
but..
now. its time to get back to my own life..
that is to rush my projects..

stressssss...
why.. becos.. i am behind the others..
i dun have time to think and prepare my work..
now.. i have to make it up.. to catch up with the others..
its okie..
i have a good lecturer..
i know.. he will guide mi and give mi the help i need...
thanks wilson..
now.. its time for mi to do the things i need to do..

the taste of sweetness..

2006-06-21T21:00:00.000+08:00

the taste of sweetness is the taste of jam..
the taste of chocolate..
taste of.. bitter chocolate.. bitter. yet tasty..

the taste of sweetness..
is when u taste it..
you will know it..

when it comes..
u will just smile..
to yourself..
and sit there.. and glance into the air..
but.. no one knows.. wat you see in your world..
u are just.. smiling to yourself..

i like that feeling..

wat a day..

2006-06-12T11:52:00.000+08:00

there's nothing even worst..
comparing to.. having swollen eyes early in the morning..
missing someone who is not there..
reading a msg over and over again.. when you know.. there wun be a reply..
having a moody weather..
lazy to go out.. jus to have a hair cut..
unwilling to take a trip down to chinatown to get things done..
sitting here and worry about things that are not done..
drinking coffee like mad..replacing plain water in my life..
losing calls from a person that you realli wish will call
worrying for a person who is like your pillow,you cant sleep without..
trying to do a project..but nothing is searched..

suddenly, the world becomes dull..
when everything adds up..
they are equals to zero..
but.. at least there's something that cheers mi up..
that is..
the msg that had been read repeatly throughout the nite..
and will be.. for the next few days..

am i drowning?

2006-06-09T13:43:00.000+08:00

love is like a ocean..
swallowing ppl who cant swim..

when u start to walk.. into the water..
at the shallow place.. u feel interesting.. fun..
u find it nice.. to stay and have fun in the water..
and u walk deeper.. to have even more fun..

and as u walk deeper..
u will keep wanting to go deeper..
and you realise..
you cant return back to the shore..

when a wave comes.. you got hit..
and you are swept to the middle of the ocean.. all alone..
and when you want to return..
when you want to escape..
you realise..
its too late..
you are caught.. in the middle of the deep waters..
you struggle.. the worst it gets..
you get drown..soon..

the only way to keep alive..
its to stay calm...
its painful.. when the waves keep hitting you..
when the night comes, its freezing you, your heart..
deep inside you.. fear fill you..
but.. all you can do is..
to follow the flow..
do not struggle..
jus hang on.. calmly..
and wait for the waves to subside..
and you survive..

even.. enjoying the waters..
and by then..
you will choose not to return back to the dry shore..
and be drenched by the waters..
which you now felt..
forever happiness..

2006-05-31T12:58:00.000+08:00

haha.. our two models.. modeling in a small living room for their latest fashion show.. this is the ????????!! ??????!!!
with love..

2006-05-31T12:55:00.000+08:00

behind the scenes for preparing and trying out of the costumes... so as to present a wonderful and almost fo perfect skit for all of u!
with love..

2006-05-31T12:50:00.000+08:00

fun rite? haha.. trying to feed one another.. this photo took a long time.. becos our Yiwen sis keep dropping the peanut.. haha..so gana NG a few times.. tis shows that.. her chopsticks GongFu is not as good as the other 3 of us le Wo!! haha.. yiwen.......... the little angel.. =)
with love..

2006-05-31T12:47:00.001+08:00

i think i m confusing everyone.. so.. i think i shall do it again. by sequence.. haha.. now all will be related to BC dinner! oki? hahaha
with love..

2006-05-31T12:47:00.000+08:00

the bus is to reach chong pang city.. not the bc dinner place woo...
with love..

2006-05-31T12:28:00.000+08:00

this is the bus that u can take.. haha... try to read the blue plate below..
with love..

2006-05-31T12:24:00.000+08:00

during the BC dinner.. 4th dish i think.. the prawnsss.. and just before we get on stage for our little skit.. all the BEAUTIESS!!
with love..

up and down...

2006-05-21T21:50:00.000+08:00

up and down..
down and up...

emotions..
emotions are always going up or down..
or.. ppl call sian.. no mood.. no feeling..

recently have been feeling quite down..
or shld i say..
this few days..
this week?
or.. now?
dun as mi why..
jus feel very down..
i m not good at typing very neat and nice sentences..
so ..i jus typed how i feel..
let the emotions flow..
anyway.. who cares..

even if the last drop of tear..
falls and drys off..
i know..
that u will not have even noticed..
that its gone..

呼吸

2006-03-30T21:01:00.000+08:00

我一直都没有好好的吸一口气
能不能
让我安静地，小心地
深深地吸一口气
好让我。。
的心。。
能够平静下来。。。

你知道吗？

2006-03-20T21:41:00.000+08:00

我的眼泪
你看到
我的伤口
你都知道
我的痛
你却感觉不到

每一次
我流泪
每一次
的心碎
你不了解
你不在乎
你也不会心疼

我知道

因为
你总是
一一重犯
让我一次又一次的
流下泪水

能不能教我
如何讨你的欢心。。

supp. papers..

2006-03-20T18:58:00.000+08:00

taking leave from work..
2 days leave..
just to go back to school to do supp. paper..
because..
i failed the module..
by attendance.. haha..
when i had an MC..
but i didn't submit to the GO..

feeling abit sian..
cos..
dun have alot of mood to do..
so i did quite slow in school jus now..
slacking now..
tml still have to go back and complete a skirt..
quite bored..
everyone's so quiet..
becos..w e dun have much time..
not like the normal days..
the sewing room is full of noise.. even if...
there's only the few of us..
haha...
JIA YOU loh..
everyone..
hope everyone will pass their.. and my supp papers..

the thoughts..

2006-03-12T21:47:00.000+08:00

some of the thoughts..i had..

when God is trying to move someone..
how does the person feels?
and how does the person moved?

when God is trying to change someone..
how does the person feels
and how does the person change?

when God is trying to train a person..
how does the person feels?
and how does the person get trained?

why do people stay the same?
why do people remain stubborn?

sometimes..
when God is trying to change something in ur life..
we are the ones who is holding on to the olden days of urs..
we are the ones who is grabbing on to the things u shld have thrown away..
we are the ones who is trying to reject all the changes that God is trying to do..
and when u are so stubborn..
God is not the one who gets the bump..
we are the ones who are getting the bumps..
but..
we are also the ones who chose this road..
and it is always after some falls..
when we cry and seek for God..
when God.. is always there..
waiting for us.
to answer.. to response to Him..

seen a short comic strip before..
a guy.. in his office..
typing away.. flipping through his documents..
everyday.. day and night..
and God is calling out to him..
but.. he didn't bother God.. he jus..
ask God to let him finish his work..
and... at that moment..
an angel came.. and look for God.
carrying a pile of documents..
all the prayers..
but.. God says..
hold on..
i wan to focus. and wait for this son of mine here..

God.. is actually always around us..
waiting for us..
to tok to Him..
to give Him some time ..
even though he is busy as well..
we are always saying we are busy..
but..
God is a God where millions and billions of ppl are calling out to Him..
who do you think is busier?
you or God?
but. we are always complaining and saying we are busy..
an excuse that God NEVER used to reject our prayers..
we are the ones..
who keeep using this to push God away from our lifes..
imagine..
one day.. when u are waiting for God..
but he says he is busy..
how will you feel?
and our God.. is a GOd who sacrifice for us..
died for us..
and yet.. He still has to wait for us..

its our weakness..
God.. forgive us..
help us manage our time well..
and give us the love.. to love you more..
and let us always bring ourselves to you..
before ur throne..
to worship you.. and get close to you..
becos.. you are the God..

2006-03-01T21:58:00.001+08:00

and.. i had my name on SembaWang BEACH!
with love..

2006-03-01T21:58:00.000+08:00

i m drawing my big name on the beach..
with love..

2006-03-01T21:57:00.000+08:00

its mi.. using XX"s camera .. to ''??.haha..
with love..

2006-03-01T21:49:00.000+08:00

hhaha..on the way to Chiong Pang City.. on the bus 969.. from Tampines.... rmbr wo..
with love..

attachment..

2006-02-26T22:11:00.001+08:00

whooo..
time flies..
tml i will be going to my attachment..
1st day wo..
wish mi good luck man..

a few more hours to go..
actually i m suppose to reach at 8.30..
but luckily i msg the person..
and she told mi to reach at 9am..
wheww...
if not i will have to get up even earlier..

attached to Crosstitch Apparel Pte Ltd..
will be there for 2 months..
hope to learn alot and be good..
ahhaha..
pray that they are all nice ppl..
hehe..

guys..
all the best for ur attachment as well!!
esp. the Seng Liong!..
rmbr to punch ur card at 6.08pm SHARP!
=P

attachment..

2006-02-26T22:11:00.000+08:00

give mi a chance..

2006-02-10T14:05:00.001+08:00

why dun i change?
why didn't i change into the person u prefered?
why didn't i change into the person u like?
why didn't i change.. into someone u will appreciate?

why did i keep making the same mistake?
why didn't i get rid of the bad points that u hated?
why didn't i .. get a chance?
why didn't i..
why?

why mus u..
return it back to mi?
why?
why didn't u.. tell mi nicely?
why didn't u ..
let mi know..
why didn't u..
give mi a chance?
why didn't u..
just let it past?
why must u rmbr?
why mus u calculate how times i did it..
why dun u just forget?

the worst thing is..
i just can't be the person..
that u will realli like..
and appreciate..
for everything..
sorry..
will u ..give mi a chance again?

2006-02-10T00:39:00.000+08:00

a merge of ''2'' photos.. it include different people with different feeling and expressions.. does this looks like a odd photo? we purposely .. like divide it into half.. we are showing two extreme feelings and emtions and moods in this photo.. hahaha.. successful!
with love..

2006-02-10T00:36:00.000+08:00

u know.. we are realli bored.. haha.. no lah.. wea re just trying to be models.. the extreme type.. i tot of this idea.. got inspired by the clock. u know why? becos it shows very well that we are always chasing after time.. hoping it will stop for a while.. nice rite? hehehe...
with love..

2006-02-10T00:35:00.000+08:00

we are just bored.. haha.. this is an advertisement for ?????.should be written like tt ba... if wrong.. please forgive mi. ahaha..
with love..

gave up..

2006-02-09T19:05:00.000+08:00

i oreadi decided to give up..
i will purposely fail one subject..
and will not take the sub paper..
so that i will take one more subject next semester..
to replace the credits lost due to the failure of this subject..

i realli cant handle..
i am realli stress out..
i dun know wat to do..
its too hard..
its tedious..
alot of things i dun know how to do..
and i haven do..
and even if i do..
i may still fail..
so..
mus as well dun waste the time and fail..
i rather finish up the others in time..
and do a better job..

though i oreadi decideded..
but..
i still..
very troubled..
feel like crying..
feel like.. jus sit there.. listen to those old sad chinese songs..
and stone..
i enjoy stoning..
at least..
not that tense up..

sorry..
but..
sometimes.. i am too stress..
to just quiet down and listen..
and response..
and be gentle..
becos.. i m realli very stress as well..
sorry..
if i make u feel unhappy..

stress..

2006-02-08T23:28:00.000+08:00

i am so afraid that i will fail my subjects..
if realli..
its very difficult to take the ''sub'' papers..
becos.. i will be having my attachment.. so..
i think i only haf like 1 week break.. before i go for attachment..

so tired now..
tml have to hand in one project..
Friday another one..
and 4 projects next week..
2 on Mon and the other 2 on Wed and Thurs..
and i should be free liao..

so worry for the final project for graduating..
even though it seems far to worry for..
becos i still have another semester to go..
before i reach the last semester..
but.. its still considered near..
and when i see the seniors rushing..
its terrible.. very terrible..
soo scary..
the money, the time spent..
the space they take up in the studio..
the stress.. the lack of sleep.. everything.. the eating of junk food..
there's a total of 6 garments to be made up of..
and the estimated amount of $ will be spent is around $2000..
scary rite?
i oredi very stress now..
cant imagine..
realli hope tat our director Moses can let us stay overnight in school..
in the studio..
to rush our work..

feel like sleeping now..
legs very tired..
went to ChinaTown today..
wore heels..
ha..
( obi good ) rite?
haha..

anw.. typed very long liao..
stay cool..
haha.. to myself.. and the ppl reading this..
(i need some self encouragement)
aahahahaha...
加油!

new year..

2006-02-01T18:40:00.000+08:00

time realli flies..
tis new year again!
well.. very happy..
very excited..
but.. still get troubled by the projects..

new year is getting dull each year..
when we are young.. its always soo fun and exciting..
but as time goes by.. it seems like..
we are not realli that enjoying new year as before..
its like.. jus an occasion on eating and receiving hongbaos..
of cos.. this two is the most enjoyable ones.. that why its all abt these two.. haah
we still haf fun.. but not that much..

wel.. this year's new year is soo stressed and rushed..
new year is soo early..
we dun even haf time to shop and prepare ourselves..
hahaaha.. we are all packed by the projects..
but.. i put them down.. to prepare for new year 1st..
though i still didn't get much time to do that..
but at least.. i get myself 2 sets of new clothes..
when i hope to get 3 to 4 sets..
its okie.. i will get them lata..

today.. i m in school again..
so tired..
so sian.....
face all the projects once again..
and its soo horrible..
the projects are all crashing down..
becos.. the semester is ending..
i realil hope i can pass everything..
at least a D for each subject..
i realli wory i will fail.. hai.........

so.. that's my new year..
one more yr to go.. then i will graduate..
Happy New Year!

faded passion..

2006-01-17T01:12:00.000+08:00

its been some time since i last blogged.. how are you guys?
hope everyone's fine..
it will be new year soon.. Happy New Year to all of ya..

will passion ever fade?
yes.. i think so..
becos.. today our lecturers said that our passion had seem to be gone..
yes..
its true..
the passion had been washed away by the waves of projects come crashing down on us..
and be brought away to the deep ocean that we cant reach out to..
the world outside is just like the ocean..
a designer's life.. is such..
if you are not strong enough..
everything will be wash away..

i feel my energy leaving me..
even though i seem relax..
actually..
i m realli worry abt my grades for this semester..
i have been missing in so many classes..
late works..
MCs..
i dun know wat happened to me..
and dun know wat happened to this semester..

everyone seems to be lost..
lost in the world of projects..
lost their steps..
we dun know where are we heading..
we are struggling..
to survive..
juggling our projects with two hands n one mind..
its not simple..
and we are really having a hard time..

dream to be a fashion designer?
u love Prada? Gucci? Chanel? Versace? LV? Miss Sixty? YSL? MiuMiu?
u will cry..
ever watch Project Runway?
u will understand..
and its even worst than that..
becos..
we are starting from the basic..
from nothing to something..

its great fame to become a world famous designer..
jus like Prada.. Chanel..
even if one day u come out with something that not alot agree that its nice..
u will still not lose ur status..

but.. how high must u climb to be on the tip of the mountain..?
will u be able to reach?
and the process of climbing..
how tough is it?
are u able to take it?
or are you going to slow down.. or even slide down..
and climb another shorter mountain..
much easier..
even though u dun realli like it that much..
but u just wan to gain the applause for conquering that short mountain..
its not easy..
nothing in the world is easy..

we have yet to enter the fashion industry..
no matter in which form...
but we had oreadi been experiencing the terrible part..
and we know that..
its worst out there..
and..
i m..
not prepared..

not at all..
think twice before u come running into design school..
its open house soon..
design is not a slacking course..
u will regret..
design is not something that just uses mind..
design is not something that just sit there and draw..
design is something..
that comes out differently from a same word from all kinds of people
through lots of thinking and work..
think twice..

rushing a presentation for tml morning..
i doubt i can finish..
i wonder will i pass all my subjects this semester..
i realli dun know..
its terrible..
i dun know wat happen to mi..
just..
feel so helpess..

2005-12-22T18:43:00.001+08:00

smile..everyone is having real fun .. haha.. shld had joined us if u haven.. still got a few more days.. if not.. u will have to wait till next year loh...
with love..

2005-12-22T18:43:00.000+08:00

try again..
with love..

2005-12-22T18:39:00.000+08:00

haha..tis is Janet, mi and our Shimu Jasmine... i m sitting on Janet's lap.. heng she still can dahan.. hahahaha..
with love..

2005-12-22T00:11:00.000+08:00

the 3 roman court maidens..
with love..

2005-12-11T19:06:00.000+08:00

wrong wan.. jus now all the description shld be for this photo. hahhahahha!!!!!
with joy..

2005-12-11T19:05:00.000+08:00

this was my working area when i was still in Philips.. haha.. jus feel like putting up photos.. but dun know wat to put.. suddenly realise.. i seldom take photos.. that's y.. i normally do not haf new photos to be uploaded.. if not it will be the photo not nice lah.. haha.. anw.. this is where i sit.. that's my bag and the cup behind is the one i use for everyday's morning coffee.. aha.. see the orange plastic bag at the side? guava inside.. hahah.. everyday eat guava.. n the cupboard at the bottom.. tell u a secret.. the upper drawer is filled with food!!!! hahah.. coffee,milo,cereal, wangwang, love letter (as in the biscuits), chocolate n other dun know how to describe biscuits. hahaha.. oh.. the small green thing at the side of my monitor?? tt's my tortise. hahah.. i brought it to work.. i got my strawberry as well.. on my chair..but too bad.. u cant see it.. haahaaha.. okie.. tt's all for today.. haahhaha..
with joy..

how do u respond?

2005-12-11T18:47:00.000+08:00

how do u normally respond to God's calling?
jus by raising our right hand?
jus by going to the front of the stage during altar call?
jus by saying yes n Amen?

sometimes we realli tend to forget our responds..
we respond to God's calling..
but after tt..
we somehow ignore..
we somehow will jus forget abt it after the service ended..
or after we left the church
or after we had went home..
we will soon..
throw it out of our mind..
and we will rmbr it the next time the same calling appears..
then we realise we had totally forgotten abt it..
and we didn't take our respond n calling seriously..

though there are cases where we didn't did it on purpose..
we are just not prepared..
or we are just confused..
and we are still not ready for that particular calling..
and we sort of ''avoid n reject'' the calling..
it feels like we pushed the calling away..
so we can forgte abt it..
anyway i had rejected this ''lobang''
its not longer my business..
so.. jus forget abt it..

but when the same calling appears.
and its calling u..
this time..
we realli have to take it seriously..
though God never realli forced us to accept it..
but.. there is His Will and His blessings behind it..
jus waiting for u..
to say Yes..

jus like Mary..
jus a simple girl..
from the olden days..
when pre-pregancy is jus disgraceful..
such not accepted..
esp when she is oreadi waiting to be married..
she can do this..
she just follow God's will.
anything God says.. she will do it..
becos.. she is God's servant..

this is realli wat we shld learn..
this is realli wat i shld learn...

i will be gentle..

2005-11-29T12:33:00.000+08:00

sometimes i wonder..
how can a girl be that gentle?
how can a girl be that cute?
how can a girl be that sweet?
how can a girl be that obedient?

i wonder..
because..
i am not..
hahaha..

tell mi..
and i will try..
tell mi..
and i will learn..

because i m not..

in school..

2005-11-26T14:09:00.000+08:00

its another sat..
in school again....
still rushing project..
basic draping...
haf to hand in on Mon...
hai...
lata going to spend money again..
to buy materials..
mus go Spotlight.. tt's our like 4th home?
hahah.. so many of us have their VIP member card..

so pathetic..
hai..
they must haf earned alot of our money..
well..
yah.

stupid..
spoil my mood again..
somebody put mi pigeons..
n another person orginally say wan to accompany mi..
then now.. break promise..
my fren last minute say not coming..
wat's last minute..
means..
not pre-planned..
well.. then its fated.. i haf to go alone..
i dun need YOU to pei mi.. i can go alone..
wun lost a piece of my flesh..

since..somebody is so (dun haf heart)
well should i bother..
go alone lor.
i m sure i m independent enuff.
and i dun care whether u believe anot..
i went shopping and buying stuff alone before..
so if there's no one and unwillingly to pei mi..
i can just go alone..
instead of dragging someone along..
n whom's heart is not here at all..
and maybe will keep watching the watch..
checking the time..
and keep thinking abt another place, another event..
then i rather i go alone..

alone..
alone..
loney.....

how do i feel?

2005-11-20T19:41:00.000+08:00

its another boring evening..
not exactly another actually..
its just that it had been long since i spent a quiet eveing at home..
usually.. at this time..
we will be watching tv..
or i will be out there dun know where..

now..
sis n mum is sleeping..
papa not at home..
so..
i am alone in the study room..

wat am i doing?
nothing..
actually quite alot things to do..
got 20 drawings to be done..
i oreadi had.. 13 done..
which i had spent 2 days drawing..
it loks simple to draw..
and sometimes i realli wonder..
y do i spent so much time just to draw these?
how can i spent so a long time to just draw a few sketches??

(ding dong)..
my neighbour gave us a fish again..
she woked my mother up..
and i got nagged by my mother again..
well..
hai.. normal nagging..
heard many times liao..
but actually quite sad lah..
cos we realli nv did our part as the children..
nv care enuff..
hai..
mus keep reminding myself..

where was i just now???
oh...
yah..school started..
at celebrations oso started..
our holidays always clashes with the sec.pri.school's exams..
and when they are done and holiday started for them..
its our turn to go back to school..
so when we are having celebrations and watever..
its will be very busy for us..
especially its end of the year..
our important Christmas is coming...
whoo-hooo..
but it will be fun n tiring for us lah..
somemore chalet is reaching in two days..
so i have to rush my projects 1st..
if not i will not be able to hand in my stuffs on the following day..

well.. jia you lor..
seems like i type very long liao..
bera with mi..
i m becoming a grumble granny..
just for tonite i hope....
...

2005-11-20T17:23:00.000+08:00

this is how i m feeling now..abit siansian... haha
with joy..

my love for you..

2005-11-18T14:27:00.000+08:00

may you forgive mi..
for the things that i had done..
for the things that i had done and break your heart..
for the thingst that i had done and hurt u..
for the things that i had done that will affect our relationship..

i know u will understand..
and forgive mi..
as long as i admit my mistake..

pls forgive mi..
pls..
i will once again repent..
and start afresh with you..

no matter how many times i make you angry..
i know you will forgive and forget..
i know you will give mi time..
and i know you will help mi stand again..
infront of everyone..

i know..
that i am weak..
but with you..
i m strong..
and i know...
that no matter how difficult..
no matter how busy i am..
no matter how tired i am..
i will wan to spend time with you..
becos you are precious to mi..
and i know..
that you love mi as well..
and i love you too..

my love may not be as much as yours..
but i still wan to say..
i love you...

and i wan to make u happy all the time..
i wan to be close to you all the time..
i like to hear ur voice all the time..
and i know..
i will see your face..
in glory..

Praise God..
Thank you..
for giving us your son.. Jesus Lord..

xuanxin is beside mi..

2005-11-09T16:44:00.000+08:00

3rd day of school..
so sian..
now doing nothing..
in computer lab..
waiting for a 6pm lecture..
ahaha..
so i can update my blog lor..
hahaha..
hmm..
wat are you doing now?
studying?
working?
slacking?

well..then can pray for our christmas celebration..
so many bro n sis are serving for tt day..
so many bro n sis are involved in the special programmes..
so many hearts are tied together to put in the best for our service..

mus come wo if you are reading this now...
so..
XUANXIN! mus come..
haha..
hahahahahaha.....
shock rite?
ahhaa.
XUANXIN!!!!
haha..

you better come..
actually..
you are sitting beside mi now..
heeee..

school reopening..

2005-11-08T17:52:00.000+08:00

school had re-opened yesterday..
today is the second day..
how do i feel?
excited actually..
nervous of cos..
excited becos i like to stay in school wif my frens..
everyone together rushing project together..
nervous becos i dun like the way the projects are cramp together..
so many projects to rush at the same time..
the datelines are all next to one another..
today this project..
tml another project..
the next day that project..
the following project 2 projects to be handed in..
its terrible..

but i guess..
tis time i will handle well..
with the grace of God..
n i wan to be a happy ger..
while striving hard for my studies..
i do not wan to be like last semester again..
if not..
will be quite tied down..
becos of the nearly break down situation of last semester..
i know people are much more concern of my emotions n health
so..
i will be tied down as in.
i will have to do my projects..
n not going out..
becos i wun be able to finish the things..
(tt's wat they think)
so..
yah..
pray for mi..
haha..

i will be better than last semester..
i will..
i'm sure!!

2005-11-04T14:46:00.000+08:00

while toking on the phone with a customer.. i took a photo.. hehe.. saw the headset ?? i think its cool.. hahaha.. we used tt to tok on the phone.. so that we haf our hands free to type n click and write.. no need to use sohlder n '' giap'' our phone..but sometimes tis thing will mess up our hair.. esp i tied my hair n spray.. it will make ur hair abit messy.. hehe.. but i like to use it.. soo professional... hahahaa.. u realise something?? there's two empty chair behind mi?? hahah.. Daniel and Christina is not around.. Christina out for lunch.. Daniel dun know go where.. haha.. sometimes we very slack.. nothing to do.. sometimes.. hmm.. its depends.. Monday usually got ALOT of calls coming in.. u will answer phone till siao.. haahhaha.. but.. i still quite enjoyed this job.. really trained my temper cos u cant scold the customer.. its a good memory and great experience.. haha.. next time can go back work again.. haha..
with joy..

2005-11-04T14:36:00.000+08:00

the lady is Winnie.. she is the person who is in office.. hmm.. do wat exactly i not sure.. haha.. i know she's in charge of my timesheet and in charge of mi ba.. sort of lah.. meaning anything.. like salary all this.. is she incharge lor.. hehe.. the guy is my manager.. Mr Hon.. everyday briefing is given by him.. hehe.. quite nice.. but abit. longwinded.. haha.. but quite nice lah.. hehehe..

2005-11-04T14:33:00.000+08:00

tis is Grace.. the 1st person i toked to when i 1st day reach Philips.. she is a very nice ger.. she taught mi quite alot.. n she is really a very friendly ger and really gives u a warm feeling.. she made mi felt very welcomed and really feel at home.. she's from City Harvest.. hehe.. there are quite a few christians here.. God Bless all of you!!

2005-11-04T14:27:00.000+08:00

tis is daniel. he is 25 years old liao.. one ofd very good operator. he is volume taker for many times liao.. always fight with Shawn.. volume taker means the person hu answered the most calls in that particular day.

2005-11-04T14:25:00.000+08:00

these are the people i had worked with in Philips. haha.. they are very nice people. enjoyed working with them. Though there are times where there are alot of stupid customers that make mi really quite pai chek. But i m still luck, cos i got alot of help from them whereas they actually must help themselves when they 1st came to work. so, i m still the lucky one. ahha.. God Bless mi.. =)

how to tell a guy likes a ger?

2005-11-02T15:33:00.000+08:00

1.the guy will try to nake u laugh
2.he will flirt with you when he can
3.he might try to show off around you
4.he will help out if you ask for it
5.he will stick up to you when u need it most
6.he will be friendly to you and all your friends
7.he may call you for no good reason
8.he will make fun of you all the time
9.he will tell you did good even if you did horrible
10.he will make a eye contact with a happy grin on his face

3rd day...

2005-10-28T15:30:00.000+08:00

its my 3rd day at Philips..
not the 1st week..
its my last 3rd day..
meaning..
i will leave in two days time..
suddenly feel very restless..
cos..
tired.......
feel like slping..

there was a time when i oso did tt..
i was resting..
almost fell aslp..
and i answered a call..
and while listening to the customer..
i almost fell aslp..
i listen to her..
and i was closing my eyes..
''nodding'' away..
and suddenly she '' hello?''
then i ''yah''
aahaha..
then i try to keep myself awake..
and liten to wat she's got to complain..
hahaha..

today..
again..
feel like slping..
sian..................

even more sian..
to spend $$ on eating..
oreadi spend quite alot liao..
$150..
almost half gone liao..
all not on things that i want to buy..
i haven buy shirt n pants and skirt..

sian...
well..
okie........
i will earn more money.
got lobang mus look for mi wo!!!!

do u realli wan mi to walk away?

2005-10-21T08:56:00.000+08:00

how many people had asked..
by walking away..
does it solve ur problem?
no..
it jus makes you leave your problem unattended..
and gives you more time..
however..
the longer u drag..
the deeper it hurts..

how many people had asked..
do you realli wan mi to jus walk away like tt?
and you didn't get an answer?
how do you feel??
sad?
disappointed?
angry?

for mi..
i felt..
my heart breaking..
but i know..
without an answer..
its means..
it is not a no..
i know..
that its jus that..
.........
u know?

so..
next time..
just tell okie?

no matter hu you are..
no matter hu you are toking to..
guys and gals..
do not miss the chance of giving an answer ..
it might just hurt a person..
it might just be a scar forever..
it might.. just bring a crack to your relationship with that person..
and you will regret..
for not answering..
and its too late..
if you regret..

do u know?

2005-10-20T15:59:00.000+08:00

how well do u know ur partner?
give yourself a test..

wat is the color she likes?
wat is the item she favours most?
wat is the insect she fears most?
wat is the drink that will send her to bed?
wat is the action u do that will melt her heart?
wat is the thing that you do that hurts her most?
wat is the place she will like to live at?
wat is the drama that makes her cry her eyes out?
wat is the song that makes her keep repeating the disc?
wat is the movie that makes her drain in her imagination?
wat is the present from you that makes her becomes the sweetest ger?
wat is the job that makes her jump from her seat and spit fire?
who is the person that makes her heart skip a beat?
who is the person that makes her heart stop beating totally?

2005-10-17T22:08:00.000+08:00

sorry.. i am trying on my posting of photos.. there is abit of problem..

2005-10-17T22:05:00.000+08:00

sorry.. i think got the wrong setting.. so.. cant see.. this might be better..

2005-10-17T22:04:00.000+08:00

i wonder.. is it my 1st day of school?? or OUR 1st day of school? hmm.. or is .. school re-oen? haha.. i also not sure.. maybe.. the one standing next to mi can give mi some information.? ahaha.. now like nowadays.. sch reopen is just a chore.. sooo horrible.. and soo scary.. everyone wans to run away from the truth.. but.. just.. SMILE! like the photo.. mus keep a positive heart and mindset.. so you will be much more happier if school starts.. =P okie?? hahaah

dun trust them..

2005-10-17T21:52:00.000+08:00

after i worked at philips..
i find that..
its quite interesting to answer phone calls..
though quite pai chek at times..
but..
u will find it a realli very interesting..
and unforgettable..
and valuable..
experience..

cos not alot of people can get to work in the call centre..
of a service centre..
normally will be sales..
but how will a customer behave in a shop?
not as terrible as through a phone?

they can scream and shout at u in the phone..
anw..
u wouldn't know who they are..
even if you know their particulars..
you have not seen them..
so they are not afraid..
and evennn..
if you know how they look like..
they are not scared as well..
because..
u cannot do anything to them wat..

so..
customer will just scold you..
threaten you..
1. wait for lawyer letter.
2. look out for press release of complain of philips..
3. get the retailer to refund them the money of the item
4. complain to manager or whoever
5. do not buy philips anymore.
6. spread news to ppl that philips is bad

well..
this are the common threats..
u think we scared??
sorry..
we are NOT at all!!
u kow why?
we are not in the wrong..

so.. now..
as a phone operator..
i think..
next time when i am a customer..
i will behave better than those customers i encountered..
i will be much better..
i wouldn't be as nasty..
unless their attitude and tone is horrible..
jus like J*C..
horrible service..

do not scold and scream at the operators..
or even the front counter ppl who serve you guys..
they are doing their jobs..
its all set..
by the PHILIPS..
they are only dong their part..
and following the rule..
DO NOT make life difficult for them..
you will regret..
one day.. if you are in that position..
u will regret and regret and regret..

no matter..
is wat company..
wat issue..
give them chance to do their part..
dun not scream and shout..
and make a fool out of yourself..
in the end..
you are just a stupid customer who make noise..
you are only presenting the ugly side of yourself..
a good customer..
a well-behaved customer..
will talk nicely..
even if he is unhappy..
you can be angry..
you can be abit loud and harsh..
but not that way..
and..
if you are really the victim..
we DO understand..
and will really try our best to help u..
do not be a nasty customer..
u think u scream n shout ..
we will scared and make things fast and give u everything..
you are totally WRONG!
we are unable to speed up things ..
well..if we have to ship in anything for u..
how can we speed up things?
you are jus killing your own cells..by being so angry for nothing..
you think we will give you everything..
No..
because you are not cooperating..

so..
the morale of this blog..
is..
be a nice customer..
keep cool even if you bought a new set and it is faulty..
be nice..
understand the workers' position.
you are also working for others..
you are not higher or more capable than him/her
without them.. you will have the faulty set to yourself forever..
so..
be nice..
be understanding..
they will do their best and seek for a best solution for you..

God's call...

2005-10-17T14:18:00.000+08:00

there was a altar-call..
on Sunday..
during service..
in the middle of the songs..

it was God's call..
for us to turn back to him..
becos God knows..
how our hearts feel..
wat our mind thinks..

He knows..
that how is our spiritual life..
He knows..
that how is our relation with Him..
He knows..
basically everything..

no one can escape from His eyes..
no one can escape from His ears..
no one can escape from His hands..
no one can escape from His kingdom..

because..
not only Heaven is His kingdom..
the whole universe...
is His property..

unless u can find somewhere..
that is far away..
which i think tt's impossible..

so..
turn back to Him..
is the only choice..
and its the BEST solution..
because..
no one can help u..
except..
GOD..

so..dun try to run away..

christmas

2005-10-17T13:43:00.000+08:00

hihi..
whoever read this will be booked for christmas..
haha..
so..
u MUS comecomecome!!
cos we will be having special celebration for the christmas eve..
my cell group will be in chrage of tt day's service..
sufern's cell group will be performing..
whao...

we are all involved..
thanK God..

so.. everyone is invited..
U..
mus come wo..
it will be a wonderful night for all of us..

come n celebrate with us..
u will not regret..
but u will regret..
for not coming..
haha..
trust mi..
trust GOD..

understanding?

2005-10-15T12:29:00.000+08:00

how can guys be understanding?
how can guys know how a ger feels?
how can guys think for a ger's feeling?
how can guy understand a ger's thinking?
how can guys know wat is a ger thinking?
how can guys know wat is a ger feeling?

they will not know..
unless the ger tells.
they will not know..
unless the ger do something..
they will not know..
unless the ger cries..
they will not know..
unless the ger leavse him finally..

they will never know..
becos they never put in the effort..
they will never know..
becos they never take the ger's words seriously..
they will never know..
becos they never observe the hint the gers had shown..
they will never know..
becos they never notice the change of the behaviour of the ger..

when the ger finally cries..
when the ger finally confronted him..
when the ger finally leave him..
then he will know..
that he had never heard the sound..
of the ger's heart breaking..

the reason..
the excuse..
the explanation..
is always the same..

the ger never tell him so..
the ger never explain to him..
the ger never show it..
its always the ger's fault..

true/false..
its up to u to choose..

but..
y does a guy..
choose not to leave other gers..
but leave his ger..

n y does a ger..
choose to leave her frens..
but not to leave her boy..

y does a guy...
choose not to leave other gers..
to make his ger leave him?

y does a guy..
choose not to leave other gers..
to hurt his ger..
and make his ger..
had to leave him..
why is tt so?

why does a guy..
choose not to leave other gers..
when his ger had told him to do so..

why does a guy..
choose not to listen to his ger's cry..
and force his ger to leave him at the end..

why??
is it..
due to ..
his..
not understanding?

infd cust to zap dop..

2005-10-13T15:10:00.000+08:00

tis is another line which we haf to type in our jobsheet..
infd cust to zap dop else charges apply..
it means..
to inform the customer to photocopy the receipt/tax invoice..
if not we will charge them for the repair..
but..
u think every customer will do that??
mostly..
becos its under guaranty..
but.. of cos..
there are some who will not produce the documents..
and after the technician had repaired for them..
they came back..
we will haf to contact the customer to chase for the documents needed..
but some of them..
will not give.
u will even have difficulty contacting them..
they will jus hang up ur cal..
blah blah..

sometimes.. we do tt to our God as well..
rite?
we are supposed to produce something for Him..
but..
wat happen?
we ran away..
we push away everything..
we will drift away..
we will purposely run away..
we dun wan to give the thing we promised..
after God had done everything for us..
is this the way we should do that??
i dun think so..

wel..
we should keep our promise rite??
yes..
so..
when God gave u something..
and u promised to give Him something..
(when he nv realli ask for.. He has everything)
but u offered to give something..
then u should give..

job no.718969

2005-10-12T14:06:00.000+08:00

tis is the job no used in our service centre where we always give to our customer..
of cos each n everyone of them get a different number..
currently is 719***..
last time was 609***..
whao.. so many job no.s were given out..
ahha.. meaning.. alot of customers lah.
(but alot under guaranty.. so oso no use)

wat is my job. no ??
when we give our job no to each n every customer..
they will call back to ask for details of wat happen to their products..
then we will haf to check our record and tell them accordingly..
but of cos..
there are times that we cant tell them..
cos we are lack of information..
then we will haf trouble liao..
ahha..
becos customer will make noise..
customer will complain..
when we never get back to the customer..
but..
actually.. is becos we need time..
sometimes..
is only when the customers called in to make noise..
then we will be able to know tis person's exist..
we will then look at their case more seriously..
and we will then speed up our job..
and we will of cos..
fulfil their requests..

do u think..
hu are these customers??
u find them irritating??
yes..
but..
this is their right..
this is their determination..
dun say those ridiculous wan..

put tis into another situation..

if we are the customers..
and the operator is God..
how will u think?
should we behave like the customer??
i think so..
i think God wouldn't find us irritating..
instead..
God will like us to behave like tt..
pester Him..
tell Him wat u want..
make it serious..
make it a big issue to Him..
pester Him every second..
and its is then He will look at it more seriously..
and He will fufil ur request..
why do u think we shld behave like tt?
why does we haf the right to do so?
becos..
He has given the right..as a son/daugher..
jus like..
they are the customers.. they buy from us..
theirs is a 1 to 3 years warranty..
ours.. is a life time warranty..
tt's the difference..
we believe in God..
jus like they believe in Philips..
sometimes they called.. they complain..
that how come things turned out to be this way..
they will not trust Philips anymore..
this is how to tok to God sometimes..
u ever experience??

well..
this is how i look this thing in a different point of view..
i should be like the customer..
who believe in Philips..
and get everything repaired..
jus like how God always repair our situation for us..

remember this..
God is a LIFETIME WARRANTY...

2005-10-10T21:38:00.000+08:00

whoo.. tt was the 2nd semester.. when we went back school for CDI project.. seems like a year ago..hmm... smile .. tt time we are still able to smile.. not like after tt.. before holiday starts.. i dun think i was able to smile..

2005-10-10T21:29:00.000+08:00

hehe..long ago photo.. can u tell which is mi and which is my sister??

2005-10-07T14:50:00.000+08:00

The beginning of love
is to let those we love be perfectly themselves a
nd not twist them with our own image
otherwise, we love only the reflection of ourselves we find in them?
The happiest people don't necessarily have the best of everything...
they just make the most outof everything that comes their way
The best kind of friend is the one you can sit on a porch with
never saying a word and then walk away
feeling like that was the best conversation you've had
Don't go for looks -- it can deceive
Don't go for money -- even wealth fades away
Go for someone who makes you smile
because only a smile makes a dark day seem bright
Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt
those who have searched and those who have tried
For only they can appreciate the importance
of the people who have touched their lives
Love is when you take away the feeling
the passion and the romance...
and you find out you still care for that person
Love comes to those who still hope even though they've been disappointed
those who still believe, even though they have been betrayed
and those who still love even though they've been hurt before
Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people
before meeting the right one
so that when we finally meet the right person
we should know how to be grateful for that gift
It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return
But, what is the most painful is to love someone and
never find the courage to let the person know how you feel
The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past ...
you can't go on in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches
Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back!
Don'texpect love in return, just wait for it to grow in Their hearts
But, if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours
There are things that you would love to hear
butyou never hear it from the person you want to
Don't be deaf to hear it from the person who say sit with their heart
When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling
Live your life so that when you die, you are smiling and everyone around you is crying
When one door of happiness closes, another opens
But often wel ook so long at the closed door
that we don't see the one which has just been opened for us
Always put yourself in the other's shoe
If you feel that it hurts you
it probably hurts the other person, too
A sad thing about life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you...
only to find out in the end
that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go
It takes a minute to have a crush on someone...
an hour to like someone...
a day to love someone...
but it takes a lifetime to forget someone
Love starts with a smile,
develops with a kiss and
ends with a tear

guys.. take note

2005-10-07T13:54:00.000+08:00

When a girl cries it doesnt mean she's weak..
If a girl cries in front of u..
it means that she couldnt take it anymore
If u take her hand, she would stay with u for the rest of ur life
If u let her go, she couldnt go back to being herself anymore
A girl wont cry easily
except in front of the person whom she loves the most
she becomes weak
A girl wont cry easily, only when she loves u the most
she puts down her ego
Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of u
please hold her hands firmly
coz she's the one who is willing to stay with u 4 for the rest of ur life
Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of u
please dont give her up, maybe bcoz of ur decision,
u ruin her life
When she cries rite in front of u
when she cries bcoz of u,Look into her eyes
Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she's feeling
Think.Which other girl have cried with pure sincerity
In front of u, AND bcoz of u
She cries not because she is weak
She cries not bcoz she wants sympathy or pity
She cries,Because crying silently is no longer possible
the pain, hurt n agony have bcome too big a burden to be kept inside
Guys, Think about it, If a girl cries her heart out to u
And all because of u,Its time to look back on wat u have done
Only u will know the answer to it
Do consider it
Coz one day,It may b too late for regrets
It may b too late to say "i m sorry"...
***You may regret it for the rest of ur life
Maybe in ur life,she's the only one who loves u the most
Remember this lesson before its too late...

real truth about gers..

2005-10-07T13:40:00.000+08:00

gossip isnt a sin. its an art.
we arent ashamed to cry.
we must go to the bathroom in groups
we have this thing called feelings.
* dont hurt them. *
we dont wake up looking pretty. it takes time and effort.
*sometimes is just never quite enough.*
we need girls nights OFTEN.
we hold grudges and we never forget the things you say to us that hurt.
it doesnt matter who dumped who or why.
whenever we see an ex with another girl, it always bothers us.
not because were not over you, but because we know we used to be that girl.
makeup can hide so many things,
like puffy eyes from crying to huge scars from a broken heart
never ever ask a girl what she weighs;
or imply anything about her weight being too much or too little.
just don`t do it.
never ask a girl if shes being so bitchy cause of PMS...
cause other things annoy us...duh
as much as we say we didnt like u that much...we did
girls notice every little thing so be careful what you say and do
our eyes are located in our heads. not our chest or butt.
when youre not looking in our eyes, WE KN0W.
we get a feeling in our gut when things are wrong (seriously true)
sometimes we trust you because we want to even when we know you are lying,
and it hurts

ahha..taken from Friendster bullentin board..
not bad leh?? hahaa..
u agree???

waking up early..

2005-10-07T11:40:00.000+08:00

working cant be late...
studying cant be late...
attending concert cant be late...
attending function cant be late...

i was late for work quite a few times..
took a long time to make up lah.. hehe..

but i guess..
now i wun be late loh..
i would be early..
becos i know..
i will haf to be early..
for myself..
and for someone else..

therefore, i will try to be an early bird...
to catch the early bus..
so that i wun be late..
and wun make myself and someone else gan qiong..

but of cos i wun be that early everyday..
i think..
alternate ba..
hehe..
quite tiring if wake up so early everyday..
dun worry...
i WUN be late..
and
you oso WUN be late..

=)

becoming a beta person..

2005-10-06T13:29:00.000+08:00

hw to become a beta person??
going through training???
attending courses??
totally controlling ur whole personality??
or..
hmm...
actually..
i suppose..
is through all the happy and unhappy things u had gone through..
not only the tough road that u had walked by..
the joy u had been through oso helped..
if we all haf to go through pains and tears..
to become a beta person..
then we mus be a super bad person..
am i rite???
hhee...

mistake..

2005-10-06T13:26:00.001+08:00

made a huge mistake..
played like shit on Sunday..
hai..
blame myself only..
but..
i had get over it..
so.....
i will try my best again next time..
well..
eveyrone will make mistake rite??
hu dare to say they had nv made mistake?
so..
jia you wo!!
YANSHAN!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahaha...
i abit siao siao today...
hheehe...
sorry...
today very good mood..
hehehe...
MUACKZZZ!!! haaha....
gagagaga..

mistake..

2005-10-06T13:26:00.000+08:00

becoming a special person

2005-09-27T13:33:00.000+08:00

everyone is a special person..
this coming Sunday..
is a special occasion..
its our BC's Chinese Ministry 10th Anniversary..
so..
it would be a great celebration for us..
hehee..
longing for the drama that will put up by Sufern's oikos..
hmm..
should be very interesting..
they had put alot of effort n i really pray that it will be smooth..
on tt day itsself..
i m sure it will...
keep them in ur prayers..
they are realli the proud of all our oikos..
God Bless...

the taste of lost..

2005-09-24T20:25:00.000+08:00

ever tried the taste of lost?
normally..
ppl will tend to avoid and rmbr..
but usually..
the taste of lost is always stronger than anything..
even if u had tasted gaining for many donkey thousand times..
one lost..
will make u rmbr forever..
this is the weakest of humans..

everyone has tasted..
and everyone has have different ending..
some..
had tasted reunion after a long time of lost..
like those hu was separated from their family..
and after hundred years..
they found each other again..
and they will hug and cry..
with JOY..

another..
is..
they are together for hundred years..
suddenly..
they have to separate..
and they will hug and cry..
with unbearable ''bu she de''

next..
is..
they are together for hundred years..
suddenly..
the ger/guy wan to break up..
and they will not hug and cry..
but the ''victim'' will grab the other party..
and cry..
with Disappointment..

different different types of lost..
different types of ending..
different types of people..
different types of situation..
different types of emotions..
different types of solutions..
different types of future..
different types of lives..

philips service centre

2005-09-20T12:49:00.000+08:00

haha..now in company..
but..
very slack leh..
no one call in..
today my lunch is postponed..
cos today i m attached to Shaun..
so.. mus follow him to lunch today..
today his turn to slack..
sit at his desk for whole day..
so today he cn swing around in his chair
and oso help ppl tear printed job sheet.. frm the printer..

cust called to ask for side repair..
jus gao dim..
hai..
go back to work loh............

philips..

2005-09-15T20:47:00.000+08:00

school holiday..
finally get myself working..
wel.. quite a special lobang..
hha..
got to work at philips service centre..
but.. only work for like.. 1 and a half month..
hmm.. pay quite reasonable. ( shh.. cant say )
then.. the people there are very friendly.. nice..
knew quite a few of them..
Grace, Jessica, Simon,Shawn, Daniel, Christina, Shandy, Arni, Vasenthi, Larry
Vincent, Stella, Mr Hon of course, our manager.. haha..

worked at the front counter the 1st day..
was very nervous for my 1st till third customer..
but after tt, i am able to handle customer alone..
independently i meant..
but sometimes still haf to ask around..
haha..

wel.. today..
i did.. bascially.. helping them collect printed job sheets..
cos i got nothing to do..
hmm.. go toliet.. eat lunch.. drink water.. eat sweet..
listen to customer tok on the phone..
laugh.. tok tok..
look at the monitor that indicates the percentage of our call centre..
learning how to serve customer.. but i have not answer any call..
hmm.. learn how to use the system..
blahblah..
yah..
learn quite alot.. quite interesting..
haha.. yah..
i think i will be abit sad when i haf to leave..
ya.. i m not bluffing.. dun worry..
aaha

oops! jus in case..
its Toa Payoh Philips Service Centre..
Take train or bus to toa payoh centre..
take 231 white plate ( there's another green plate .. dun take )
and alight at the 2nd stop..
there are a few buildings.
service centre is theTP 4 building

thank You!